So yesterday -technically- .....I went through a BUNCH of emails and messages on deviant art because I've not done it in awhile....and it needed to be done badly. Now as I was going through my emails, groaning at alllll the emails I had to delete, debate about ones that might be worth keeping, and make sure I unchecked any important messages my friends might have sent while I was check-marking ones to delete....I came across one with no subject and an unfamiliar email address. It was one to debate about. Some part of me told me "Ah what the heck, keep it," while another part of me told me "DELLEEEETE it, it already takes forever for yahoo to open an email on this computer this email will just be a waste of my time." That was over twelve hours ago. I chose not to delete the email. And I crossed my fingers hoping it wasn't one of those email I've been warned about that SPAM or somehow put some virus or other unloved -and unfortunately not forever alone- malware on my computer. Right before this journal I opened up the email. This email I've just so happened to be anticipating. Almost as if the past few weeks have all led up to this moment(but not quite). What's sad is I've been so anxious and apprehensive since the Tuesday before Christmas because I'm just an embarassing nincapoot. After reading the email I'm still a tad embarassed. Hurr, the email was sent to me from someone I've wanted to contact for six years, and to tell them how grateful I am for them, and how truly remarkable of a teacher she was to me. 'Tis why I'm elated. Now to back up and explain why I'm -in my own bizarre way I'm sure- embarassed is because I had a very fortunate opportunity, given to me by the sweet janitors that opened up her classroom door(they've been working there since I attended that school), and I wrote her a letter. A letter of babbled nonsense. It truly did not represent my love for diction, how I consider myself intelligible to an extent, or how I put myself through AP English classes, I sounded like a first grader all over again. Very embarassing. But I did it. And it meant the world to me when I wrote the letter, so much so that I got teary-eyed at the chance. Ironically enough, as much as I've been wondering whether or not I would get an email from her(since I left behind my info) and, again, I've been anxious about it, you would think I would've checked my email everyday....she emailed me three days ago....and it took me until now to notice. Which is one of the other reasons I checked my yahoo....and was fickle about what to delete, I wasn't sure what her email was. But I'm happy, I didnt delete it, I saw it, and now I just need to reply without sounding like a first grader.
In other news I've changed it up with my New Years Resolutions to just reading a book a month(it sounds silly but I direly miss reading, so this is an exciting this for me). I'm on my second book currently. Yay. Currently I'm fantasizing about Nightwing's butt because that gif of him shaking his booty is stuck in my mental imagination. I wanna read the comics with the instances of people remarking on his gluteus maximus...it seems funny.Not gonna lie, I meez roleplaying, I must dismiss other factors of my day and direct my time and focus to roleplaying again. Mwuahahaha.
Hmm, maybe another New Year Resolution I should make is to get into contact with another person I've been meaning to get into contact with for at least a few years...question is, who? Oh! And a resolution on drawing more, because what little skizzles I have is gooone. Plus I wanna pick up the guitar some morez...haha. Problem is I'm unproductive, and when I am productive I go at sloth pace somehow. Owell, a fun challenge to tackle in this new year to prepare myself for the zombie apocalypse(I've decided if it's any other apocalypse I will be so very dissapointed I will go back in time with Doctor Who and slap the Mayans with the boulder of a calender they etched.) I like turtles
Oh! And features because I can!
<---just learned this is not a photo lol
<---Always such stunning work, I've followed for a long time and there's always so much detail to every deviation.
<----"Yahtzee" reference.
If you read this far CONGRATS! You made it! It was an honor that out of all the things you can waste your time on you wasted it on this.